This is funny as the chariot is a major arcana and the expression and having confidence that your wish will be granted 9 of cups self scarification mocked by the 9 of swords doubt and fears. which will you choose to run you life today. Accepting that life is beautiful in it humor to give you a choice to choose this victory and allow someone else to steal you joy is! I cannot allow you to look at like that find soothing things that will help you rest the mental energy required to worry , and find things that will help you to indulge things that with help you express that wonderful side that only if any gets to see what a smile to greet them warming this expression of love hugs honor and intuition is putting you there the hardest part about this day is taken that leap because you have two places to end up mentally exhausted or emotionally celebrating that you trusted yourself enough to fulfill your own needs that people choose to ignore…